10.03.2008

Abby update

Hola Fellas (it has a feminine ending, I swear),
Happy birthdays!! We've got us, what, two more 25s?
Erica, how old are you now, 21? HAHAHAHAHHA. I love you.
Here's a nice picture Andrew took of me this past weekend in the garden.

Notice that the carrot I harvested is white. They are all coming up albino. What the heck?
In related news, he and I broke up shortly after it was taken. Well, a few days after. On Tuesday night. We just kept having the same fights and neither of us felt willing to modify who we are to accommodate the other. I still want to be with him, and there are no hard feelings, but I'm just not willing to be in a position where I don't feel the same level of appreciation and respect that I put out there. And to him, I'm too hard to trust/too much of a flirt and unapologetic about it. I mean, I'm not saying that those things aren't true, but to him they fall near "dealbreaker" on the spectrum of relationship annoyances. Anyway, I don't think he's very happy right now, and that, I believe, is really the biggest factor underlying the discontent.
Speaking of ex-boyfriends, Jiban contacted me! Strange. I'm glad, though. It's nice to talk to him when he's not saying crazy things at 4 am, drunk on my parent's doorstep. I guess he and Doria were living together but broke up and moved apart. She has a different guy in her facebook picture now, anyway.
What else? I just ate a ton of ABC homefries left over from earlier today at the cafe. I hope I don't feel sick to my stomach in about five minutes.

4 comments:

Nicky said...

Oh, Abby I'm so sorry to hear about that! Fighting the same fight over and over is no good. I'm so sorry it didn't work out, but happy for you that you had the strength to know that you deserve to get the love and respect back in full. I'm sending you a hug right now, and I hope Andrew figures out what is making him unhappy. Love you (and your albino carrots)!

Nicky said...

PS Your white carrots made me think of "Bunnicula"

the blondegiraffe said...

To My One and Only WINKLE:

:( I am also sorry to hear that. I loved the 2 of you together. And I know you did too. But I agree with Nicky, fighting about hte same thing over and over again is no good. I wish I could sleep next to you and tell you everything is going to be ok. But you are a resilient young whipper snapper and I know you will bounce with brightness again soon. I love you and I know things will work out for you because you are an amazing girl! No other Winkle can compare and no one else makes such sweet white carrots grow...they remind me of the white penis Asparagi from Germany!
you should make white carrot soup or white carrot cake or white carrot salad. Because I have never seen such a thing. Maybe your soil didn't have enough Vitamin A or Carotene in it? Does that stuff come from soil? I don't know. I've digressed.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Lizzy said...

The carrot also reminded me of bunnicula, haha. How did it taste? I am commenting now after I just read that you and Andrew are back together. I am glad you have worked things out and I hope you are both feeling more content. Sorry about the rough patch - I know that having problems with your boyfriend can mess up other areas of our life as well, so I hope that everything is back on track :)